Recently, I was discharged from a mental hospital. I was having serious suicidal thoughts, and needed help. However, while I was there, I did get the help I needed. I'm doing much better, and I really sincerely hope that if you are having such a problem, that you would get help as soon as possible. There are people in your life who love you, no matter how it seems. Your life is worth much more than some silly problem that you have no control over. My great-grandfather used to always say "The storm will always pass". My storm has passed.