I’m gonna take a break for a while.
1. I’m going to the university tomorrow
2. My parrots dies
I fed them since they just hatched. They were my children. They were my safe place and a part of my life a part of our family.
Yesterday morning, I just woke up and saw my mom. She was crying. She told me that when she went to water the plants she saw a big snake in my parrots cage. I felt sad but I told myself “I can handle it. It’s okay”. But then I walked over to take a look.
What I thought was a big bird cage with my 2 little birds that will sing when they see me and will jump around to let me take them inside the house and play with them.
But what I saw was so disturbing.
A silent bird cage. No sound and no movement. Just a big snake sitting there with 2 bulges in its body that I knew right away THAT MY PARROTS WERE RIGHT THERE… I broke down and cried. I was in rage and I pull it out without thinking about the danger of holding or touching a snake. I didn’t know if it was poisonous or not. I didn’t think. I pulled it out and smashed it head with a gardening knife. I just want to see my children for the last time. The snake was dead soon after and I cut it open. I was shaking I had the worst feeling in my life. I slowly take them out of the snake. I hugged for the last time. I washed them and dried them. But it’s not the same anymore. I have to let them go. I went to a field behind my village with my dad and we buried them separately. I brokedown again and again. So yeah that is why I want to take a break. Thanks to everyone. Thanks to my mom and dad. Thanks to my friends. Thanks to my friends on discord. Thanks to my girlfriend. Thanks to my 2 lovely little baby birds who cheered my up when I was down. Thanks a lot guys. I love you. Rest In Peace my little ones…