I don't believe how some people are able to say "Building in SimplePlanes isn't challenging" when the level of detail on those persons' builds look like they would've taken my whole life multiplied by six for me to accomplish. Even then it wouldn't look half as good.

I don't know who would care, I don't post much, and don't have a big following, but I really gotta take a break for my own good. When I start a build, it's either I overthink and end up having my brain crash, or I lose motivation halfway through 12% of the build. I feel like i spend more hours thinking of the outcome than spending time making the build.

As of the moment, I don't have anything good or better to do, I don't play any other games, or whatever so I'll just recede into sitting still again with little bursts of fruitless motivations haunting me as I waste away. Maybe it's just the fact that this is the only game I play is causing me to feel so strongly about not being able to accomplish what I wanted. I don't know why I want to make something. I guess it's a mix of receiving self-gratification and affirmation by others. I build stuff that isn't popular with the community, but I still sit by my notifications to see the upvotes. I don't know why I'm like this.

If you were hoping to here from me, which would surprise me, just know I'll probably be out for a while. Maybe if i mature more, or learn 3D modelling and apply my skills somehow, I could come back. Maybe I'm just pushing myself past what my capabilities are.

I just hope that the newer players won't have to experience what I do when progressing their builds.