Recently I discussed that I am tempted to become a girl and recently I lost my foothold fighting it, and I am defeated against such external forces entering my conscious self.
I don't know if it would still permit me to create and publish aircraft, or stop the Carmen Dei aircraft count to about 1056 (an oblique-wing demonstrator) altogether. I can't force to pressure myself though.
@IntoTheDesignatedGridZone whatever you are going through, I hope you find your way out.
@overlord5453 I hate myself and me thinking as a girl is my coping mechanism
@IntoTheDesignatedGridZone, Then that’s being a tomgirl, it’s not bad, just because what society streotypes as girlish doesn’t mean you are one. An example of this is when there’s not enough room at the unofficial boys tables, I have to sit with the girls [I’m a male] and yet always manage to have a great time, that doesn’t mean I’m a girl
@overlord5453 that could also be possible? idk at this point, plus it's nighttime here so... until then, imma take a nap and think about it later
@126 the only reason I can't make a conclusion is, this could be a case of miscommunication. He could be using a translator that's giving off the wrong message.
@overlord5453 that's what im asking too.
@IntoTheDesignatedGridZone is someone forcing you to do this or is it
just bad influence?
@126 It's an external force: I might not be a girl but currently my traits and personalities are of identical of the latter, and is taking over me
@overlord5453 yeah
@MIGFOXHOUND31BSM26 now that i think about it, it does feel a little weird.
@overlord5453 yeah, but the way he’s wording it seems a bit off for it to be that
@126 @MIGFOXHOUND31BSM26 he said he is "tempted to become a girl". So I don't think it's some external influence (at least not directly) but it's completely psychological. And it is concerning.
@126 facts facts, also on the previous about it, he later mentioned the he had financial problems, and had a daughter
@MIGFOXHOUND31BSM26 @overlord5453 exactly, it just sounds more like he's being forced to be a girl rather than actually wanting to be a girl, which is worrying...
@126 possibly. Schizophrenia or not, it's better for him to seek help. This could be the early stage so it's not too late.
@126 I agree with you, it just sounds weird, and not at all like someone who wants to become a girl more like someone who’s being forced to be one, and/or would be forced to do different things, but I might be reading into it too much
@overlord5453 same, also, is it just me or does this sound suspiciously like schizophrenia? or... atleast a type of schizophrenia?
@126 he did make a post mentioning the same feeling before. I first thought it was a joke, but now I am reconsidering that.
@overlord5453 honestly i don't even know at this point if this is even a joke or if he's being dead serious.
Visit a therapist maybe? Or maybe take a break from things.