after a bit in the CSU i could finally leave and a lot happened over the last 4-5~ days or so

Feelings and updates on life

so what happened after you made that forum post?
(sorry if some details are missing I'm exhausted right now and i just want to catch up with my friends the but I'm writing this so i could post it tomorrow)

first of all for some context i already had one of the worst months of my life i was (and i still am) super sick for 3~ weeks at that point and i lost a total of 3.4kgs (7.5~ lbs) during that era my ocd caused me to have intrusive thoughts about washing my hands non stop and i gave in causing super dry skin and painful cracks on it (which they often ended up bleeding) and i was already having a lot of anxiety (up coming events that i needed to get ready for, the lauch of the zelda, being too scared to ask my crush out) and more stuff and i was already in a hyper depressive state before the false allegations and that forum anyways here's some updates on my life about what happened after posting the forum: for the first one or two hours i was crying my arse off and going feral biting myself knowing a manipulative guy throwing false allegations ruined a month of excitement and all nighters and by the 3 hours mark i was in my bed contemplating if the title "living" was worth all the paint and suffering and by the time i was mostly certain on my choice they tried opening my door, it was locked but the door to my room could be unlocked from the outside by keys so they took the spare keys and opened the door i expectd it to be my parents emptying their anger on me because of an unrelating fight they had (common occasion) and i already got ready for a whooping but to my shock and in some hollywood ass twist it wasn't my parents but my cousin and his parents showing up unanounced when they opened the door they said hi and near immediately started urging me to have a private talk, i agreed and they said they are aware of my plans, at first i tried to play dumb but someone snitched (weird cause i didn't message any of the friends that could even inform them about it) and they pressured me into joining a short-term crisis stabilization unit for a 7 days plan and i declined they said how about a 3 day one and i agreed thinking: "what could go wrong" they also said you can't use your phone there unless there's an emergency (they are kinda one of those anti tech people) i tried backtracking but they were insistant and i gave in they went there to find someone and my parents took financial responsibility for the stuff which was surprising anyways they left my cousin so we could spend time with each other while they hit up an old buddy (i think so cause they seemed close) to find a csu for me anyways i didn't get my self much involved with the details and i just spent time with my cousin enough with the feelings yap the 3 days in that csu were alright but i missed my phone yet i didn't want to break any promises so yeah now I'm here, finaly home and writing this massive wall of text
i opened simpleplanes and the original forum post seems to be deleted for some reason but I'm too tried to care

* the aftermath of the original post: *
i don't even know what exactly happened since that raid of being grilled and falsely being cyberbullied and harassed i did get a notif about my next trailer and I'm pleased to know that the mod team took my side

and massive shoutout to the site mods for being on my side during this situation and a special thanks to @MrSilverWolf for defending me as previously stated im going to make a seperate post debunking the lies and rumors
also some rules and notes:
do not talk about the allegations here and talk about them on the seperate post

i will be blocking mikoyan gurevich to stop further drama if you make more lies in retaliation Ill make sure you get banned this once

if you mention anything that is debunked/noted here as an argument you would first get a warning and then get blocked on your second strike