I have recently been down lately. overcome with anxiety and pressure. I've gotten a bit depressed lately. yesterday I was contemplating something a bit more tragic. honestly I've been disappointing a lot of people lately from my family to some friends to lots of other people I communicate with. I've pretty much been emotionally and mentally abandoned by many out of all the things that have been happening in my life. I'm not going to be around here for a while as I try to figure myself out. I will try to appear daily but it is no guarantee. just wanna say thanks for being such a good community and being so connected to everyone.