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People sometimes ask me why I get mad...

14.2k CODENAMEBOB  8.4 years ago

And I try to avoid the question because they would only make fun of me for it. Since you people are very supportive, I think that you might be able to help. My entire life, I have been the smallest child in all my classes. Up until last year, I was constantly made fun of for my height, and when I retaliated, they started to become the most sarcastic and snide people you would ever meet, all because of my height. When I was in 5th grade, we got to eat outside for lunch. This caused a lot of problems for the school because of all the trash left behind. Sometimes people would attack each other with the harder pieces of trash, and there was always at least one person who got hurt every few weeks. This happened to me once, right in front of a teacher. I was eating my lunch, not provoking anybody, and then this HUGE kid comes over with a plastic container and bashes me over the head with it. He must've weighed twice as much as me, and was nearly a foot taller. After he hit me with the container, he started kicking me. A few of his "friends" joined in. After about 10 minutes of this, a teacher finally decides to step in. I had massive bruises on my legs arms and torso. The people who beat me up were moved to an alternative school in Jackson. After this, some of the less bright people asked "did you cry?". When I said that I did. They started laughing. That sent me over the edge. I had been calm, and most people knew to avoid sparking me about it. Apparently some people didn't get the message, and asked anyway. It was a bad day for him and his small group of friends. I was only 72 pounds, but I could punch better than most people bigger than me. In the end, I was given detention and counseling. The only reason I wasn't sent to alternative school, is that they were afraid they the people who beat me up, would beat me up again if they saw me. I regret hitting those boys. Today people who are smaller than me poke and prod at me about my size. I'm 20 pounds underweightand 5ft4.The only reason I haven't hurt them is because I look back on that incident, and think "is it really worth it?". The answer the idiots who want to know will be long and boring. I won't tell you, because you aren't idiots. I will however give you a shorter answer.
People have been snide and sarcastic to me, and I take it as a serious offense. This may seem like overreacting, and it probably is, but it's not my fault that I don't have the best control over my anger. I don't have control over what people say or do to offend me, but I do have friends who can help me deal with it, and I am very thankful for those friends, even though I treat them like sh-t sometimes. We all take things that people say to us in certain ways. If you say something good to me, I'll be happy. If you say something cruel and hateful, I will be angry. I already have to deal with one of the most hateful people in the world (my sister). Don't make me deal with another. Please.
Thank you for reading.

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    14.2k CODENAMEBOB

    @arcues I have asian friends that are bullied because everyone thinks that they're geniuses. I personally think people that who associate how smart you are with what race you are are complete idiots. Anyone can be a genius. I'd doesn't matter what race you are.

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    8,354 arcues

    @CODENAMEBOB asian

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    16.2k Mox

    :)

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    1,757 VanNate

    I'm 5 foot and in 6th grade

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    @KingDeadshot oh

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    5,078 MikuKat

    @MechWARRIOR57 You will never know...

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    @KingDeadshot HHHHHhoooOOOwWwWW!!!!!?!?!?!?!!!!?!!????!!?!?

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    @KingDeadshot that was fixed

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    @KingDeadshot how did you do that?

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    49.1k Flightsonic

    Sorry for my late response...
    "Why would they do that?"
    The answer is... they're literally crazy, all 8 of their kids as well. They went after many families before and after us, like they had a list drawn out on who to attack

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    @Djbanana sure! :D

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    @Djbanana sweet!

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    @Djbanana lol I don't know why people don't stand up for themselves?!?
    I would smash a kids jaw if he touched me.

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    why don't you just. pull off a savage prank on them? douse paint on their body while they're walking and run like the wind! they'd never know it would've been you!

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    "cruel and hateful" there! now ya angry?!? >:D

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    I hate bullies. Once I was at my friends house playing soccer/ European football and this kid who lived in our neighborhood came over. He was a total psyco, and he was a foot taller than me and 30 pounds heavier. He started choking my brother and carrying him around by his neck, and laughing. It took me a moment to figure out what was going on, but when I realized what was happening, I tackled him and beat the living crap out of him.

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    I've never gotten into a fight but everyone teases me about my weight(70 lbs lol). And the one who teases me the most and antagonises me the most happens to be my best friend. He is the least supportive person I know, and I know a lot of jerks.

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    2,633 JackAlpha26

    That's so bad.

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    14.2k CODENAMEBOB

    @arcues I don't understand the racial barrier that has such an enormous influence on the world. I think that it's stupid that things that happened 400-200 years ago still have a negative impact on the world. Out of curiosity, what race are you?

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    8,354 arcues

    Cry every day in my bed

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    8,354 arcues

    I get bulled because I my race.......

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    5,873 Bucket

    @CODENAMEBOB Dude, your not alone.

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    I feel really bad for you. This should never happen, ever, but people can be real jerks. I hate bullies. I have no tolerance at all for them. No matter who it is being the bully to whoever is being bullied. If I can do something about it, I will. People usually make the mistake of underestimating me. I am tall, but skinny. I dont look very strong, but I am strong enough. Someone tried to pick on me. This is in 8th grade. He threw a punch, but I caught is and twisted his arm behind his back. I didnt get punished at all. The bully got detention. Those kids making fun of you should have gotten detention, not you. They were creating the problem, and you reacted. You didnt do the right thing, but they were the cause. Too bad you dont have teachers like my school. The point of my story is simple. Dont let people pick on you. If you must, defend yourself. Adults dont understand the fact that bullies dont stop if you tell them your feelings. Dont go around beating up bullies, but do something about them. Dont let them pick on you. I hope the problrm gets better. Dont turn into a bully, and stand up for others who get bullied too. The is it worth it question, I have the answer. Only if they attempt assault. Defend yourself if you must, but dont go looking for fights. This is the end of my long, disorganized, and confusing rant. Some of it probably doesnt apply to you, and congrats if you got this far. Again, I hope the problem gets better. Never, ever try to hurt the bullies. Try learning how to pin people instead. It is painless, and shouldnt get you into trouble.

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    14.2k CODENAMEBOB

    @Flightsonic why would they do that?

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