I have a problem, someone could say I AM that problem, but whatever
I'm being as honest as I can (moderators have mercy ;~;)
I... I'm a pervert (well for anime girls at least but that's besides the point)
I've heard that its best to be at peace with yourself, but would you sympathize with a loser? I thought not.
Before my puberty took control thought I had everything under control, until love hit me like a bullet train. Now I'm 15, and I'm desperate for someone to physically talk to, to bond, one could say...
I'm lonely, and sad. And I dont have many options at the moment I know I'm too young for love, but I care no longer. This feeling of loneliness and self doubt, makes an autistic kid like me feel mentally dead. Devoid of meaning, of purpose. And I... I've done things I'm not allowed to talk about here just to cope with this feeling, but once you do it enough, it stops being 'fun'. I dont want anyone to sympathize with me or tell me I'm degenerate.
I just want help, real physical help, not even therapy works, or helps rather.
I'm not gay,
Im not Lesbian,
I'm a Straight human boy,
forever Lovesick...
"Thou shant be like me, for thee is a mere fool."
What the heck did i just read!?
No problem - happy to help!
@spefyjerbf seriously, I look up to the expertise you posses so much that I'd like to have it for my own purposes
@spefyjerbf well, at least someone I have an appreciation for decided to say "this is normal"
15 is a normal age to start developing romantic feelings for your peers, if that is what you are trying to say. No need to shame yourself. Tbh after deciphering this wall of text, all of this seems fairly standard for a teenage boy, so there is no need to feel ashamed. Just don’t do anything to make your peers uncomfortable, and keep everything legal. If you are attracted to someone, don’t be afraid to ask them out or whatever - just be mature about it.
Yikes, this is probably one of those things best said to friends and family, not 1000's of kids on a plane building site fyi. Tough situation but there's a time and a place.
Btw, it's me your old pal Archanis
I don't think that's lovesick, it's more like depression man. You see, we teens have deeper emotions now that we are growing up. We need someone to talk to or at least be with us. What about playing Multiplayer Minecraft? It helps me a ton, or you can choose the Bible, open up about feelings. There's also reddit, or twitter. Or watch YouTube memes, maybe that'll help?
yall need toilet paper
yes, and i dont regret it @AN2Felllla
@Mostly A summary of a broken man
What in the fresh hell did I just read
Going through puberty you get a bunch of weird thoughts, but you've just gotta recognise them as that. BTW you should stop watching porn, it makes it worse.
@MIAW26PERSIAN Do you know what you just said 🤣
@TheNightmareCompany @Astro12
Well, it brings peace to see this therapy, thanks I guess.
Considering I have 4 wanks a night, yes @xXeno
Damn, almost as if teenagers are horny.
Mabye you need body comfort pillow like me.
@Walvis
So you went through this too? Please tell me it gets better.
geys?
bruh.
Dang... I've had these exact feelings bouncing around inside me for months. Im impressed you had the courage to let them out.
@PioThePioneer
I see an optimist ...
But I have a slightly different point of view.
I don't know if I can translate this quote exactly, but :
,,
- You can never solve all problems. After solving one, there will be another, after that a third. It's an endless cycle.
- It turns out that everything in life is bad.
- Not everything... But most of life is pain. With a few moments of peace, of joy... happiness.
- But if most of life is pain, what do we live for?
- For these few moments.
,,
@ThatKindaWeeb
What am I saying? What does not kill, makes stronger. Use that principle. There will be a party on your street, you have to wait for it.
@PioThePioneer imma remember that quote at some point (probably not I forget stuff pretty easily)