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I am tempted.

36.8k IntoTheDesignatedGridZone  2 days ago

I am tempted to become a girl, quit creating aircraft and do crochet instead. I am tempted to play rhythm gacha games and not simulations (there are outliers). I am tempted to stop this altogether and start a new life. I am also tempted to study hard and rearrange myself so I can pass college well without problems. But with all of these temptations I face, I am fighting myself no matter what chances are in for.


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Carmen Dei aircraft count: 1038 (unk.), 1039 (unk.), 1040 (unk.), 1041 (civilian jet GA)

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    @V Therefore, WE declare war on you. To your fortress!!! All sweet chili Doritos will be ours! No girls and femboys will be allowed in pillow fortress! We will attack you by pillows and hide behind the table!

    16 hours ago
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    34.3k Graingy

    @V You're gonna eat darts for this treachery!

    +1 18 hours ago
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    36.8k V

    @Graingy but I came in anyways

    19 hours ago
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    34.3k Graingy

    @V This is why you're not allowed in the base >:(

    +1 19 hours ago
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    36.8k V

    @Graingy I cut the alarm wire

    22 hours ago
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    34.3k Graingy

    @V YOU LITTLE SHIT

    MEN! SOUND THE ALARMS!

    +1 23 hours ago
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    36.8k V

    @NormalCv580enjoyer Eh, I did overreact a lil there.

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    36.8k V

    @Graingy I reject your reality and substitute my own. I have invaded your pillow fort

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    @Graingy Based comment fr fr, I will bring Mtn Dew

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    @V I didn't mean he can't do it, I just think ahead because they are genderfluid and it's gender isn't fixed, so he might want its current back. Sorry if I tell into your things, I'm personally not trans or genderfluid, so I can't tell you much. Sorry if you took it wrong or I said something wrong. Or you can find help of a psychiatrist

    yesterday
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    34.3k Graingy

    You do you but just fyi the pillow fort is strictly no girls allowed. We have all the Doritos too. I'm sorry but it has to be this way; we don't want a cooties outbreak.

    +2 yesterday
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    34.3k Graingy

    @V All that and you didn't even tell them where the character customization menu is.
    Online tutorials are the worst smh my head

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    @V Of all the reasons why the shift to the female self happened is because I regretted having a lil daughter (financial reasons), I consider myself as a failure so being a 'new' self as a girl might help, and that pesky gacha game character that I used as a running gag when a French aircraft is released

    +1 yesterday
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    36.8k V

    @NormalCv580enjoyer I didn't realize they said they were genderfluid. Still, If they want to transition or at least partially do so. (the effects of HRT can be hidden, to an extent.) it's their prerogative to do what they want to do with their identity. Telling them not to do so is like me telling you that you shouldn't pursue your dreams.

    yesterday
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    Don't do it, you said you're genderfluid, so if you change your gender, you might want him back later, and then you'll regret it. Don't take it as an order, I don't want to mess with your life or offend you in any way, I just want to give you some valuable advice. If you want to try to find your true self elsewhere, perhaps in meditation, religion or something, Hinduism is said to be good for that. Take this as advice from a man to a man. Good luck mate

    yesterday
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    5,394 F16xl

    YOLO

    +1 2 days ago
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    do it, nothing can stop you

    +1 2 days ago
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    36.8k V

    On a less serious note, I don't find crochet enjoyable at all, it's fundamentally incompatible with my ADHD riddled brain

    +1 2 days ago
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    36.8k V

    If you want to be a girl, you can just say you are one. That's how it goes, if you say you are, you are. I know it sounds too easy, I feel it too, but look, think about it this way, I'm saying I'm a girl. I want to be seen as a girl. Does that seem like qualification enough to you? If so, then why not vice-versa?
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    It's okay if you feel you want to be the opposite gender, I've already gone through the thought process you are going through right now. If you truly want to be a girl, you've already taken the first step and have put in the effort to find this part of yourself.
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    Ps, you're never too old to start.

    +1 2 days ago
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    @TheMouse y

    2 days ago
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    @IntoTheDesignatedGridZone brother are you good

    +2 2 days ago
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    53.4k TheMouse

    Trust me, crochet is absolute torture.

    2 days ago
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    @126 le shrug No one knows.

    2 days ago
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    27.3k 126

    wait... are you going to transition into a girl?

    2 days ago
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    4,998 overlord5453

    Ehhhhh...........Is this a joke?

    2 days ago
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