I am tempted to become a girl, quit creating aircraft and do crochet instead. I am tempted to play rhythm gacha games and not simulations (there are outliers). I am tempted to stop this altogether and start a new life. I am also tempted to study hard and rearrange myself so I can pass college well without problems. But with all of these temptations I face, I am fighting myself no matter what chances are in for.
Bonus:
Carmen Dei aircraft count: 1038 (unk.), 1039 (unk.), 1040 (unk.), 1041 (civilian jet GA)
@F16xl ah
@Graingy “ You do you but just fyi the pillow fort is strictly no girls allowed. We have all the Doritos too. I'm sorry but it has to be this way; we don't want a cooties outbreak.” got me rolln’
@F16xl ?
@Graingy lol
@IntoTheDesignatedGridZone Becoming a girl doesn’t mean you’ll earn more money, it’s been found women are more likely to get payed less than their male colleagues, not saying that you shouldn’t transition because of that, but if you’re going to do it for financial reasons, then Do+Not=Don’t
@IntoTheDesignatedGridZone went back and read this, I don’t think it’s a good idea to change like that based on feeling like a failure, personally, I’ve changed things based on feeling like a failure, and they didn’t go well and I regretted them (although it wasn’t changed my gender)
But maybe think more about it think about how it would affect your daughter (I believe you said you had one) maybe go see a therapist or a psychiatrist, or maybe just talk to someone you trust, maybe this isn’t the right choice for you so my advice would be to think about it more, go see a therapist (and or psychiatrist) and/or talk to someone you can trust.
@V Therefore, WE declare war on you. To your fortress!!! All sweet chili Doritos will be ours! No girls and femboys will be allowed in pillow fortress! We will attack you by pillows and hide behind the table!
@V You're gonna eat darts for this treachery!
@Graingy but I came in anyways
@V This is why you're not allowed in the base >:(
@Graingy I cut the alarm wire
@V YOU LITTLE SHIT
MEN! SOUND THE ALARMS!
@NormalCv580enjoyer Eh, I did overreact a lil there.
@Graingy I reject your reality and substitute my own. I have invaded your pillow fort
@Graingy Based comment fr fr, I will bring Mtn Dew
@V I didn't mean he can't do it, I just think ahead because they are genderfluid and it's gender isn't fixed, so he might want its current back. Sorry if I tell into your things, I'm personally not trans or genderfluid, so I can't tell you much. Sorry if you took it wrong or I said something wrong. Or you can find help of a psychiatrist
You do you but just fyi the pillow fort is strictly no girls allowed. We have all the Doritos too. I'm sorry but it has to be this way; we don't want a cooties outbreak.
@V All that and you didn't even tell them where the character customization menu is.
Online tutorials are the worst smh my head
@V Of all the reasons why the shift to the female self happened is because I regretted having a lil daughter (financial reasons), I consider myself as a failure so being a 'new' self as a girl might help, and that pesky gacha game character that I used as a running gag when a French aircraft is released
@NormalCv580enjoyer I didn't realize they said they were genderfluid. Still, If they want to transition or at least partially do so. (the effects of HRT can be hidden, to an extent.) it's their prerogative to do what they want to do with their identity. Telling them not to do so is like me telling you that you shouldn't pursue your dreams.
Don't do it, you said you're genderfluid, so if you change your gender, you might want him back later, and then you'll regret it. Don't take it as an order, I don't want to mess with your life or offend you in any way, I just want to give you some valuable advice. If you want to try to find your true self elsewhere, perhaps in meditation, religion or something, Hinduism is said to be good for that. Take this as advice from a man to a man. Good luck mate
YOLO
do it, nothing can stop you
On a less serious note, I don't find crochet enjoyable at all, it's fundamentally incompatible with my ADHD riddled brain
If you want to be a girl, you can just say you are one. That's how it goes, if you say you are, you are. I know it sounds too easy, I feel it too, but look, think about it this way, I'm saying I'm a girl. I want to be seen as a girl. Does that seem like qualification enough to you? If so, then why not vice-versa?
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It's okay if you feel you want to be the opposite gender, I've already gone through the thought process you are going through right now. If you truly want to be a girl, you've already taken the first step and have put in the effort to find this part of yourself.
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Ps, you're never too old to start.