I want to share my feelings. Sekalian gw mau keluarin unek-unek gw biar gw jadi ngerasa lega sedikit. But i ain't talking about deep personal, it just about around my activities in this SP community.

I want to share something.

I want to post something, posting a build. But i have no motivations... Ughh... I really want at least. But i want to create the description, lore & hesitant with the build readiness.

The boredom and lack of interest come hit me once the built looks perfect/nice but still has a feelings of something wrong and missing.

There is many of my build that stopped between 75% to 90% because of that feelings.

Want to steal a few parts but it feel unethic for me... While an irony that a few of my build in the past had at least once stealed misc parts from other user's build... I really sorry for that one, i forget which one i had done.

I'm feeling pity and shame of me for sharing my feelings. As if i want some attentions, while my intentions was to clear my thoughts from the shit clogging my head. Trying new tactics to improve myself. For now, I don't care about my thoughts or what others think of me—I'm done letting my mind dwell on their judgments.